I am feeling very depressed, and down again. And I know why??? It's because of those news that I kept receiving recently. Why are there so many of these kinda news lately? Now I really understand the pressures KPF was facing in the past. Well! Worst still, I believe she faced them earlier than I do. KM's e-mail really brought me down; in addition to my tele-conversation with WYP yesterday afternoon. Should I go into self-isolation again? I have just came out from my cocoon, should I return there, hide, and hibernate; not wanting to know what is going on in the world out there. Like LWY and KPF once said, this is just so not like you. Yup! It's just so not like me!!!
Whilst I should be happy for these people, but I felt really pressured. How? Yet I am so afraid... I want to have it, but I am afraid of the pain, and sacrifices that come with it. How? Gosh! I guess I just have to pray, and work a little harder to achieve my goal. And off course, sacrifices too. Meanwhile, I hope TYL achieves hers too!
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